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Wooo im home from University!!! well got home...yesterday...argh already feels like ive been here forever!!! ahh i love it though ^_^...kinda..
The journey home was soo un-stressful *shock* i didnt sleep the night before soo i was in zombie mode soo probably just didnt have the energy to get stressed...as u can see i have successfully messed up my body clock yet again ....-_- proplus day tomorrow i thinks...lol *hugs proplus*
I missed all the april foolishness....i got some today...i didnt get any on the day...lame -_- *fell for the ayu in batman 2 thing...* i dont get how people can fall for it all the time its like we know what to expect but we all seem to forget about it somehow...i dont get it but i like that we can all be fooled by things even though we pretend we cant hehe
Wooo now juicy bit...
Last night woo went to old club...i purchased bottle of wine before going out and was sipping it like proper queen in the bath and i was like woo its not having any effect at all soo ended up slurping my way though a whole bottle before i came out. To my mum's annoyance. She thinks i have a drinking problem probably do ahhh but which student doesnt...lol. Anyway actually managed to drag myself out of the front door at like 9:45ish...called friend at bus stop all loud and annoying lol oh dear....got into town about 10:20ish...and met my friend yay he brought one of his girl pals along and she was a slag <3 soo we got on really well lol. Had more alcohol....yes u see where its going =_=.
Got into club saw another old friend...then proceeded to kiss him.....over and over..oh deary...then its a bit of a blur right now ...more alcohol was consumed obviously and i was smoking....(argh scared now i am doing it more and more need to stop...i blatantly am addicted...AGRH!!!!!! no more silly me....) Yes back to me being drunken fool i snogged this other guy whilst dancing he text me this morning bless him maybe i will meet him...see what happens...anyways like by the near end of the night i was all DEPRESSIVE!!! argh...bad alcohol. I got really moody and was all omg whats up with my life and going into the stuff i shove to the back of my head till such moments when it gets too much and i get all upset...was way scary i cant deal with it soo i was ringing ex and i ended up at his...enough said =_=.
Morning after i feel like shit...as well as hungover. Get home to nice sunday dinner and destiny's child concert on tv (i was well impressed rekindled my love for them ^_^) and ended up falling asleep...about 3ish and waking up at 10...and now here annoyed i messed up my body clock and making up with the friend i ditched at the club last night ARGH!!!! why do i do it to myself eh?...(issues =_=) i really need to find something productive and non-self-abusive in my life. I WANTS TO BE HAPPY DAMNIT!!!
i think its time i cut down on the alcohol...i used to think it made me more me...but it just turns me into some bimbo slag idiot...i dont wanna be that anymore i like to think there is more to me ....maybe?
Ahh sorry bit heavy today O_O! but i got it out ^_^ and i posted (hopes u like the new layout its pretty ...but not much too it soo i will probably change again soon its soo hard with livejournal layouts though i get stressed and give up too easy lol)
RANDOM IMAGE (THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS!) *goes to find livejournal friends who will actually read my blog =_= ROFL*
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[19 Nov 2005|04:57am] |
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HEH!.....been a long time again naughty meh! OHH! loving the makeasecret mp3 rotation btw ^_^! thank you i dont reply enough but i whore ur downloads lol THANKIES ^_^! anyway today i had the most frightening thing happen to me I HAD TO PRESENT! MY OWN PIECE OF CREATIVE WRITING! it was a major deal to me but i had people to help me with it :X was kinda bad leaving the night before but i dont really worry about writing it cus i know i can do that...i just worry if its any good having extra time to do doesnt help i just end up changing it soo much that it becomes just shadow of what i wanted it to be .....so i did it night before ! and was soo scared all night and all morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like annoying my flat mate constantly lol but then i actually did it! and found out my piece was too long i didnt know about the 750 word limit! i had written close to 2000 words ....OPPS! but i read it out anyway! and to my shock everyone really liked it ^_^! I WAS SOO RELIEVED! first time i showed anyone a piece of my own personal writing like that...and it was really personal....like literally about me...AAHH!...oh well they talked about the whole of the seminar i well chuffed about it ^_^!
TOMORROW I LOOKING FORWARD TO! =D!
i seeing madonna! and i have this guy taking me toooo!!!!!!!1 perfectness i turned into a proper london whore now i go like 3 times a week :X .....i love it there!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway i seing madonna at g.a.y tomorrow if all goes to plan! hopefully she wont sell out that fast :X....LOL! its pointless trying to bring my journal up to date too much has happened im obviously kinda single again! lol but im loving it im free and i can do what i want!!!! HEHEH! BUT! i am soo poor i cant really do anything! LOL! nights in for a while now =_= SOO UNFABULOUS! !!!! okie that about all i wanna say write now it like 5am...i just really hyper and couldnt sleep soo i been doing stuff to keep myself occupied ! WHOO!
i update sunday tell details about madonna let hope i get some photos ^_^!
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[02 Oct 2005|04:48pm] |
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So SORRY I TURNED LAZY :P!
But I update now OKIE!
well as u can see from the title im at UNI! WHOOO! and its soooo fabulous! well parts...cooking MEH! washing meh and lectures MMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHH!
but i have made tons of new friends whoo and i feel soo free here cus everyone knows i am gay soo its like not a big deal :P and i can be myself! i made a really cool friend regine and shes really cool! LOVE HER! LOL! made other friends but they aint nothing special just going out with people :P
we have 3 american girls in our halls right now and omg they are SOOOO ANNOYING! they dont do anything....and just act like whores they need to be slapped lol but they leave in december sooo thank god :P!
ohh ive already put myself out on the kingston market :P yea i split with my bf :(....but life goes on! i met a guy called grahame and he seemed nice an all.......BUT ! there is this other guy matt....i get on with him much more plus hes really hot soo im trying things out with him! well ive tried that ;).....u know what i mean! as in bf material :P! oh dear....everyone thinks im a whore with my ...love bites :S MATTS FAULT!
ohh i went out in london! and thats amazing ! G.A.Y is pretty crap not what i expected....but they have much better places to go in london and matt showed me around ^_^! ohhh i think im falling in love with matt hes sooo lovely :P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but we see how things go!
right now im listening to under the sea in chinese O_O im addicted to it i dont know why it just gets in my head and makes me want to boogey! LOL! oohhh i want my friend to get home we is gonna have pink lambrini O_O HOW GAY ! lol ohh also she brought me a belt yay! shes the bestest! ohhh im soo bored right now i should really be reading up for uni BUT I CANT BE BOTHERED RAR!
Sorry uber hyper post but IM HYPER! WHOO! OHHH MATT RINGING CHAT LATERS XXXXXXXXXXXX
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Ok I totally cannot sleep cus my leg hurts im worried about things and im totally freaked out about this exorcism article =_= SOOO IN BOREDOM! I did some tests ...(as u do) lol! Reesults;
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When your friends ask what's new, you get mad at them because you already wrote it in your LJ and they didn't check it yet.
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You have more friends on LJ than in real life.
You've met at laest 50% of your LJ friends.
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You have posted about a party or get together on your LJ... and random strangers showed up.
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You've pimped one of your friends on journal, trying to get people to friend him / her.
Instead of doing research, you post difficult questions on your LiveJournal.
Your pets all have their own LiveJournals.
You know, right now, how many people have friended you (without peeking).
You've stopped being friends with someone in real life because of something they've said on LJ.
You're guilty of posting sexy or nude pictures to get more people to friend you.
You have consoled yourself after a horrible day thinking "At least this will make a great LJ post"
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You have written a really great, solid post - only to be disappointed by the lack of good comments.
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| Memoirs of a Geisha |
[05 Sep 2005|11:42pm] |
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Well I had a whole geisha obsession last night ...some odd reason just interested generally they look pretty and just interested in Japanese tradition and like....everyone knows what geishas are like...notorious for...*cough* high class prostitution *cough* lol but I found out reading around (yes me educate myself :O!) anyway seems that not the case..and they are highly respected in their society and stuff anyway if u want to find more out look it up yourself :P! and always read more than one source u dont want to come out with a bias opinion ^^! ANYWAYS! Back to what i found!...anyways whilst on my search i discovered a book that i was interested in telling the story of a geisha in 1920's Japan ;
Amazon.com
According to Arthur Golden's absorbing first novel, the word "geisha" does not mean "prostitute," as Westerners ignorantly assume--it means "artisan" or "artist." To capture the geisha experience in the art of fiction, Golden trained as long and hard as any geisha who must master the arts of music, dance, clever conversation, crafty battle with rival beauties, and cunning seduction of wealthy patrons. After earning degrees in Japanese art and history from Harvard and Columbia--and an M.A. in English--he met a man in Tokyo who was the illegitimate offspring of a renowned businessman and a geisha. This meeting inspired Golden to spend 10 years researching every detail of geisha culture, chiefly relying on the geisha Mineko Iwasaki, who spent years charming the very rich and famous.
The result is a novel with the broad social canvas (and love of coincidence) of Charles Dickens and Jane Austen's intense attention to the nuances of erotic manoeuvring. Readers experience the entire life of a geisha, from her origins as an orphaned fishing-village girl in 1929 to her triumphant auction of her mizuage (virginity) for a record price as a teenager to her reminiscent old age as the distinguished mistress of the powerful patron of her dreams. We discover that a geisha is more analogous to a Western "trophy wife" than to a prostitute--and, as in Austen, flat-out prostitution and early death is a woman's alternative to the repressive, arcane system of courtship. In simple, elegant prose, Golden puts us right in the tearoom with the geisha; we are there as she gracefully fights for her life in a social situation where careers are made or destroyed by a witticism, a too-revealing (or not revealing enough) glimpse of flesh under the kimono, or a vicious rumour spread by a rival "as cruel as a spider."
Golden's web is finely woven, but his book has a serious flaw: the geisha's true romance rings hollow--the love of her life is a symbol, not a character. Her villainous geisha nemesis is sharply drawn, but she would be more so if we got a deeper peek into the cause of her motiveless malignity--the plight all geisha share. Still, Golden has won the triple crown of fiction: he has created a plausible female protagonist in a vivid, now-vanished world, and he gloriously captures Japanese culture by expressing his thoughts in authentic Eastern metaphors.
THEN this morning i discovered it had been made into a film! :O! And is even set to make the Oscars line up (i think its mainly hype) but i has a big Asian star line up ^^! ...(Chinese mainly...odd ...yes =_=) The film is in English...meaning alot of the stars are starring in their first English speaking roles...and ...have to be 'Japanese' sooo don’t know how well they will achieve that...some not soo good ive heard -_- but i still want to see looks pretty good has to be to get listed as a possible Oscar winner and some of the screens do look stunning ^^! The film is set to be out in December time ^^!
Images!
Poster 1
Poster 2
Enjoy I think its going to be a beautiful film ^^!
http://michelleyeoh.info/Movie/memoirsofageisha.html (good site for those interested)
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[04 Sep 2005|09:34pm] |
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OH DEAR GOD =_= my drunken shame has reached new heights after last night and this morning! ok let me tell the story of last night :S
Ok soo like it was a pretty boring afternoon as always :P me is a night owl ^_^! yer soo me and my sis were like drinking at like 6ish cus we were both going out and we finished my jack daniels which i got from work as a leaving prezzie ^_^! then i went a got us a bottle of wkd and we had that ....then i was a bit drunk ...(went on msn for a bit :S..unlucky people i talked to lol) Ok when being pretty drunk already i caught the bus and was ringing my ex bf for some reason and he actually answered the phone and we kinda had an argument on the bus lol random but i was bored. Then at one of the bus stops an old friend got on the bus and he totally ignored me...soo whatever he looked totally stupid in some lame outfit (obviously going clubbing for the first time he looked soo dumb -_-) But i eventually got into town and the fun began ^_^!
So i went to the pub (The Swan) alone at first cus my bf was at a party! but i met up with some regulars like me omg...u know when ur a regular when u dont have to ask for what drink u want lol! whilst waiting to be served i got two phone calls one from my sis saying i left my card at the shop lol and one from my bf saying he would be 10 minutes! (he was actually more like 30 minutes) Oh well i mingled with the regulars and with this uber sweet guy hes sooo lovely john he is older but hes sooo lovely soo nice to me and everyone we had a convo ^^! and then lee (i know him cus i kinda spent a night with his now ex bf and now lee wants some fun with me...i aint complaining :P!) he has a cute laugh like scary and loud but cute lol! then matt came in (someone i would rather forget i spent a night with =_= we didnt have sex but he gave me bad head i think i mentioned in previous post...BUT OMG HE HAD A HOT FRIEND WITH HIM i was like *DROOOOOL* and gemma shes lovely ^_^!) anyway had a bit of chat with people and diggory some pervert old man who i like to flirt with for fun...as u do and he sooo stuck his tongue in my ear EEEWWW anyway soon after my bf came and ran his fingers up my back (he always does im a whore and like love it lol) then we had convo with some person i didnt really know soo i wasnt talking much...(which got commented on alot soo i just giggled...and got called a cutie ^^!) found out a lot about my bf...funny...but kinda off putting :S..then we finally went to the club...touched up gemma's clevage on the way...tis big XD! Got there had another drink and went for a dance...and spent the rest of the night on the dance floor!
Dance floor antics :P! ok i was really! drunk by this point (i have to be to dance) felt up Gemma's boobs some more ....and danced like a whore and then i saw mr c4 (his gaydar name) and dragged him to the dance floor aww hes soo lovely tooo AAWWW yer i was being felt up by him....in a friend way....yer...lol...anyway then i was totally flirting with the HOT guy that i saw earlier ..but it was just playful like the slutty eye thing! was fun ...he had some queen with him ...soo had lipstick on and crap ...didnt speak to him ...he seemed like a total bitch plus i could tell he was disapproving of my slutness anyway hes boring....was dancing like a whore for ages then CHIRS CAME AAWW I LOVE HIM! hes such a queen but a good queen hes fun i love dancing with him...and grinding up with him :S...LOL! its all fun ..then mr lee came the cute laugh guy! he was sooooooo drunk! like loving up the wall lol! yer....he was topless soo i kinda licked his nipple :S...AAHH! Then there was H....my bf like attached my belt to his and i like crouched down and it pulled his trousers down LOL! i saw it all..:S....then his belt broke...i felt soo bad after that i was like omg im soo sorry but i gave him a kissey and he seemed ok! by this point having a few more drinks i was soooo off my face...then i got poppers and then Britney spears -im a slave for u came on and omg i was like a diva dancing on my own...well not on my own but in my own space working it....oh god then i was all over my bf (poppers like make u high and uber horny for a few moments) soo i was totally on my bf at that point! then i went to search for more poppers lol i like the feeling kinda like just free of everything for a few seconds and do what the hell u feel soo chris' lesbian provided that and had a dance off with her lol then it was general dancing and stuff till the early morning then my bf suggested we leave lol soo we did said goodbye to everyone and went home! almost throwing up on the way :S...then got back and had a moment in the toilet....then went to sleep!
The next morning....well lets just say DONT MIX YOUR DRINKS! ...i was Heaving all morning.....not good and not attractive...yes soo i felt real bad then at about 12 my bf was taking me home...and i felt sick in the car soo he pulled over and i had a moment in the alley...the shame...soo i got the drop off point (the place where my bf picks me up and drops me off soo my parents dont know...they dont know im gay lol)...anyway had the long painful walk home...its not that far but it felt like it this morning...i swear i almost collapsed...lol then got home and when my mum opened the door the first thing she said was "omg look at u ...ur on drugs arent u!" i was like...no...get my a bowl and ill be in my room LOL!....oh how glamorous...then spent the rest of the day in bed....=_= now i feel all good...but i suppose it was worth it, what A GREAT NIGHT HEHE!
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[02 Sep 2005|09:32pm] |
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Well..... what a summer holiday! ive spent many a night out with my boyfriend! and ...drunk too many times! lol bad but im young ! im allowed to hehe! anyways ...need to divide this up ! OK!
Love Life:
Well from previous posts u know i have a bf ^_^! whoo! ...we met like in june...when i was soo off my face with one of his friends...and i kinda went home with his friend that night! but we didnt have sex...i wasnt honestly attracted to this guy and..he gave me the worst blow job ever ..i mean painful =_= ..soo i was really drunk that night and even ended up basically naked in some girls bed oh deary! and i was being a bitch to my now boyfriend for no reason just cus i was soo drunk!...anyway after that night i got in touch with rich (my Boyfriend) and we met again and because i wasnt drunk i was like omg when i saw him cus i was just instantly attracted to him! and we had a great night and ended up snogging and going back to his place! NO I DIDNT HAVE SEX ON THE FIRST DATE! we just cuddled which was lovely ^_^! also i was really drunk again i doubt i would of been able to have sex physically lol! anyway we've been seeing each other like that now for ages..he even took me on holiday for the weekend which was also amazing...ive told him the L word ...but i messed it up -_- and now im not going there again until he says it to me...if he does...hehe but there is one problem but we come to that later!
School/Uni:
Well i got my exam results this summer too and omg i was sooooooooooooooooooooooo surprised i had convinced myself i had failed and that i was gonna get a job and everything but when i opened the letter and actually saw them i nearly fainted ! i was like OMG! *Screams* i passed all my exams!!!!!!!! and even got A's in some of my separate english literature exams! but overall i got;
B- English Literature
C- History
C- Computer Science
B- General Studies
Seeing as i only needed 3 C's to get into my Uni i got in fine and i dont think im at all prepared mentally to go to uni WITH ONLY 2 WEEKS TILL I GO! oh and i be going to kingston its in london...but not right in it but close ...PARTY! ...no but im gonna do english literature and creative writing soo i can become an english teacher or what i really want to be a writer ^_^! i love writing! Now im getting sentimental ever day thinking of all the things and people im leaving behind im truly gonna have to be totally independent..which is a thing i want to be totally but its soo scary but im sure i will be fine once i get settled! but im really gonna miss my BF and my friends...me senses a lot of tears coming my way when i do actually leave :( ...and IM GONNA MISS MY SISTER SOO MUCH! AARR we talk and everything i hope i find a great friend in kingston straight away cus i need people to help me out and stuff im helpless on my own hehe! Soo thats it basically! thats the general out look of my life soo far soo i wanted to keep a journal soo i can keep all my friends and everyone im leaving behind in touch with me kinda! :)!
Well im off now to find some live journal friends and hopefully some in kingston hehe Chat laters XXX!
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| Fresh Start! |
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Ok finally ive got round to buying an account might as well its cheap XD! And I updated my layout hope u like ^^ ...im still a bit iffy but i aint doing another design today =_= lol it will do for now ^_^! Still a few things to correct and stuff but ill do that later cus im tired of livejournal right now lol! This is just a short post to say ill be updating from now on and ill have a mega post tomorrow when i can be bothered to type SOWIE! HOPE U ENJOY THE LAYOUT =D BAIS XXX
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well after my laptop blowing up when our house was hit by lighting i haven been able to update plus for being a lazy bastard ha! oh well anyway lots happened now IM 18 NOW YAY! lol umm i dunno ive been through a few more men...yea whore but i think i found a keeper now ^^! ohh and BoA's new album should be out by the end of the month things are looking up....apart from exams IVE DONE ONE! think it went well im proper screwed though havent done nearly enough revision....been too busy partying lol oh well anyway looking forward to the summer its gonna be the best summer EVER! oh and i brought my first BoA poster for like £6 on ebay the best of soul promo poster which i think is purty soo im real happy about that ^^! and well STUFF IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW AND IM HAPPIER THAN EVER SOO YAY ME ! ^^! and ill update u with my hetic social life...umm when i can figure it out myself O_o but its all good right now ^^! and am going out for a meal with my bf YES I HAVE A BF LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA! lol and a proper meal too like dinner ... ohhhhh should be fun AND IM NOT PAYING YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well i hope im not....lol anyways thats that and i WILL KEEP UP TO DATE FROM NOW ON! and i need to fix my layout its crap lol meh looks pretty... kinda..
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[02 May 2005|06:09pm] |
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Great Weekend ^^!
Friday: I was a fat whore on sat and watched dvd's from blockbusters all day lol i got blade trinity ...it was worth watching just to see that guys body *drools* lol nah it was alright bit blah but was entertaining i got house of flying daggers as well omg it was soo good soo sad at the end though :( but i wont ruin it for those who haven’t seen it yet very beautiful film. And last but not least i watched anchor man omg i laughed soo much my friend was like u have to see it soo i got it on Friday and it was soo funny soo random in parts omg go see it if u haven’t i was soo cynical about it at first but it got good ^^!. Yea soo i watched Blade with my sister and we had a tub of ben and jerry's each i had cookie dough flavour and she had cherry glacial omg she makes me laugh soo much she was like eating and she was like "eww these cherries look like bacon bits"...i was "like wtf"...she was like "i was eating a yoghurt at school a cherry one and my friend said i looked like i was eating bacon bits and i was like what are bacon bits and she was like period blood" ... i was nearly sick then she was teasing me by shoving them in my face...yea we are sick O_o...aaww ill miss her soo much when i go to uni :(
Saturday: I woke up at like 1 was up all night bitching about people with my sis lol then i spent all day messing around till about 3 then i started to get ready cus i was staying at someone’s house that night ;) then i finished getting ready and my sis gave me this drink and was like u gotta drink it all and we ended up getting a bit drunk before i went out then i had to catch the bus to town and meet this person for the first time ever and i was basically drunk ... i caught the bus and had to ring my sis to keep me awake i was totally tired and she was just laughing at me down phone..anyway i got into to town and met him omg...he was sooo hot and i was being a drunken fool lol anyway got to his house and his cousin was in and he was even more hot O_o .... i was like "hiii" and the guy i was with gave me the evilist look XD! oh well anyway we went to his room and talked for ages and i made him watch a BoA dvd XD! well if u like me u gotta like me ...anyway he spent the whole dvd winding me up saying she was a whore and she wanted cock ... i was not impressed lol well i laughed like flirty slut lol then we watch koda kumi vids from the secret album and that showed him what being slutty is then he goes now i know where u get ur sluttyness from ...again i laughed like a whore lol then i made him put utada's exodus album on and we just talked then he lept on me and i was like O_O! wtf are doing....then he just kissed me ... then we spent like hour just fooling around kissing and stuff we didnt even have sex it was lovely ^^! It even started thunder and lighting started outside and that was basically all i did all night lol
Sunday: Was lead there with my mouth wide open like looking the most unattractive i could look then i open my eyes and hot guy is stood there looking me and i was like AHHH! and pulled the covers over my face ... i could of died in that moment it was horrible. Anyway nothing interesting happened until i went back into town that day on my own to get my friends present and i ended up shopping for myself ..is always the way lol i got futurama season 3 got all the box sets now whoo! and i got mariah carey's new album tis very good and natalie imbruglia's new album which is also very good ^^! well after that i went home and listened to my new cds and watched some of the futurama episodes then lter my sister friend came round and they sent there names to the porn star aka thing and my sisters friend was busty loose lips omg we took the piss outta her soo much lol and my sisters was molly bean LOL! im not saying mine cus its just not good and totally untrue lol yea that was about it and we bitched more O_o about people lol then went to bed lol
Haven’t done anything today well i made a doll that is based on me lol well at least it looks cute XD! Cuter than me :( LOL! Bitch oh well here it is
http://elouai.com/doll-makers/boy-doll-maker.php
What A Great Weekend To Follow The Nightmare Of That Coursework Feeling Much Better Now! =D!
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YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONE MY FUCKING COURSEWORK WAS A TOTAL OF 120 PAGES WHOO! lol all in 4 days go me go me...omg im soo tired right now its like unbelieveable...oh well done and now im happy and hyper. Oh i had a bit of a bitch feast today as well ^^!i went to get my project binded with a plastic ring binder thing at this reprographics where they are supposed to do it for me. I got there and women was like "sorry we are closed today" and i was like "oh but i really need this done for today" she got all up in my face like "this is for the head it is more important" i was like excuse "this is more important to me and it will take about 5 minutes" then she was all like "NO im busy i dont have enough time" and i was like "u dont seem busy right now" then she was like "....." then i said "can u do it for me then please" she was like "no but i will show u how to do it" i was like fine ... and i did it ^^! bitch ... lol. I was soo wrapped up in my coursework that i forgot it was my friends birthday then i remembered and i was like OMG ITS UR BIRTHDAY TODAY! and he was like yea... ._. i felt soo bad oh well i went to his house after school and we spent like an hour panicking over a hornet in his house and i hit it but i pulled his blind down as well XD! lol soo funny then the hornet kinda disappeared soo we ran downstairs and watched bridget jones 2 XD! lol then i came home a watch love actually such a sweet film and thats about it lol WHOO!
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Well had today off school seeing as i was up till 4am doing coursework and now im almost done finishing actually making my database once ths finished the documentation shouldnt take more than a day MEANING I WILL ACTUALLY FINISH THE WHOLE PROJECT IN LIKE 4 DAYS! WHOOOOOO! it will be crap seeing as i had a whole year but meh ... lol well im kinda not soo worried as i was seeing as ive done soo much for it ^^! and i discovered how easy it was to create the database done all my reports forms and stuff...need too do testing..and queries next hhmm i dont understand queries they look to easy ... lol oh well only 2 more days and its all finished WHOO!!! now i got work in an hour MEH!! then back finish coursework ... prolly be another late night.. then school eerrr ._. great oh well my own fault :P! bai xxx
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Hi :(!!!!!!!!!!! SOOO DEPRESSED OR W.E maybe depressed is too far but im not happy worst day ever just been totally stressed started off getting up totally late 5 minutes to get ready ._. then spend the whole of the time at school working my ass off had no break all day doing tons of work soo i can do tons more work at home...fun anyway yea the stress of work got to me then my fucking english teacher being a total bitch to this group who worked real hard to do this presentation then going half way through no this is no good im going to do my own presentation i was just like u bitch ._. oh well least it werent me XD! then come home to yelling from mum to do my student loan form...OMFG MOST CRAP FORM EVER! it over complicates things for no fucking reason...i didnt need to fill half the form in .. but knowing me i missed something and it will be returned ._. now its almost 11 and i have to do some of the coursework i was aiming to do alot of today but now have no time left with my parents arguing in the background about how much uni is gonna cost and stuff .. its totally not fair on them we get the lowest loan not even enough to pay for my accommodation for a year..let alone food and stuff BAH! LIFE IS SOOO CRAP! >_< So now im gonna work till whatever time till im satisfied ive done enough work for my SHITTY! computer science coursework omfg i hate that subject what the hell poessessed me to do it...worst subject ever! oh well i dont have any other work to do nd i only have one lesson tomorrow soo i should be able to get alot done tomorrow hopefully i cant wait for the weekend am meeting someone nice...who has had me worrying ALL DAY also...but i dont wanna go into that...i have no idea what to do about that...
any way heres a lil present..well if u like it lol a ku wallpaper i did, goes with the layout ^^!
and a 1024 x 768 version
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v121/sorakairi/trustkuwall3.jpg
bai xxx
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LOL! naughty me..the post explains what happened to me this afternoon ... ohh but it was all good i could spend hours kissing him gets me all hot :p anyway yea that happened wont go into details its obvious :P then went to my nan's straight after i was planning to sleep but she rang and was offeing dinner soo i was like yea best go lol ^^!
anyway rinny started this quiz like thing off soo do it :P!
Pick ONE from each pair that you think describes me the best & leave it in the comments. Then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you.
* dominant or submissive
* logical or intuitive
* social or loner
* kinky or vanilla
* cute or sophisticated
* kitten or puppy
* warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
* leader or follower
* quiet or talkative
* spontaneous or planned
* teddy bear or porcelain doll
* hiking or window shopping
* tequila or vodka
* top or bottom
* bare foot or shoes
* jeans or slacks
* tender or rough
* aware or dreamy
* nerd or geek
Another thing I found on a LJ search, one for the brits, Bold it, if you done it.
Waited for forty minutes in the rain for a bus and then two come at once.
Fought someone bodily for the last packet of butterscotch Angel Delight in the convenience store.
Failed to find Last of the Summer Wine at all amusing. Or indeed, to have any point whatsoever.
Danced with delight the morning after a general election.
Shouted at Radio 4.
Bought Marks & Spencer's underwear.
Made bubble and squeak.
Complained about the weather.
Stood in the doorway or by the window gazing out at rain/snow/hail as though it were a new phenomenon.
Tried to use a public loo and been forced to walk out again and cross your legs till you got home due to sheer disgustingness of same.
Had a Hornby train set.
Said 'ah well, mustn't grumble'.
Honestly believed that Marmite is an actual foodstuff.
Thought that cider was a girlie drink and only realised the error the day after, when that whole hideous karaoke striptease incident comes flooding back and you realise you're wearing someone else's pants.
Made Heath Robinson-esque sculptures out of Meccano.
Used leaf tea, warmed the teapot, and put the milk in last.
Been taken to 'The Nutcracker' as a Christmas treat.
Taken ballet lessons.
Been to a panto.
Read Noddy books as a child.
Had riding lessons and joined the Pony Club.
Watched 'Blue Peter' twice a week, every week, for at least five years.
Know that 'Dr Who' had an existence prior to his incarnation as Tom Baker.
Consider 'Blake's 7' the apotheosis of British TV science fiction.
Had nits. XD
Seen a performance by Morris Dancers.
Been to the Glastonbury festival.
Said 'bollocks' a lot.
Played on an old Second World War bombsite as a child.
Had a father/grandfather who fought in the War but never talked about it.
Know that the Second World War started in 1939, not 1941.
Have parents/grandparents who remember the Blitz and rationing.
Been hunt sabbing.
Played in a children's playground floored with SOLID CONCRETE!
Been stuck on the Tube for more than 20 minutes for no reason that is ever divulged to anyone.
Gone Christmas shopping in Harrods/Selfridges. selfridges ^^!
Bought the Big Issue.
Given old clothes/books/stuff to Oxfam.
Been to France on a school trip.
Made a crown for a nativity play with old-style Rowntree's Fruit Gums.
Made anything from a Blue Peter programme. (Bonus points if you attempted the comedy Christmas Wreath using M&S food bags.)
Carry an umbrella for more than three hundred days a year.
Had a parent who stood, most embarrassingly, for local council elections.
Managed to live in the UK but not visit all of its constituent counties.
Been to a foreign supermarket and stocked up on Nutella to a ludicrous extent.
Been on a booze cruise to Calais.
Holidayed at the seaside every year and caught crabs in rockpools.
Consider 'Europe' a foreign country.
Were christened CofE, but have never been to church except for weddings, christenings and funerals.- i was never baptised i have no religion on my birth certificate ^^! something im glad of
Had a Sindy doll.
Remember 'Marathon', 'Opal Fruits', 'Jif' and 'Oil of Ulay'.
Consider fish 'n' chips a basic food staple, not a Quaint British Novelty.
Had curry sauce on your chips.
Don't celebrate St Patrick's Day. Still less call him 'St Pat', 'St Paddy' or, as I have seen today, 'St Patty'.
Never said "gotten"
Harbour fond memories for the Beano and Dandy.
Was a Brownie and then a Girl Guide.
Watched Hetty Wainthrope the first time it was shown and thought little Geoffrey was sweet.
Remember Kathy Gale (Honor Blackman) in the Avengers.
Get ALL the jokes in Monty Python.
Remember the days when 'Top of the Pops' could make or break a popstar.
Travelled from one end of the country (let's say England) to the other in one day and called it a long but do-able journey.
Used a racist term and then paused, waiting for someone to come arrest you for being un-PC.
Cried when we lost the World Cup in football (that game with a round ball and two goals, NOT the American version of rugby).
Glared when an American used a British term just so they looked cool.- i glare at most people XD
NOW DO THE SAME ^^! TIS FUN I TELLS YA...apart from that thing makes me look totally sad ._. oh well
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Whoo New Layout yea,,, i needs some tweaking XD DONT LOOK AT FRIENDS PAGE XD! lol...yea i dunno how to fix that...yet...soo im leaving it...its still readable :P! lol oh well anyway lazy day today sis has gone to buy her dress for her school ball aawww shes all grown up *sheds a tear* anyway hope u is liking the new layout despite its lil faults hehe and i should start doing my computer science coursework due next friday...worst subject ever ._. Laters
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[22 Apr 2005|10:16pm] |
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Sorry i've been soo lazy not updating my journal bad me...well yea ive basically being a total whore.. ._. i soo hate myself right now its like u know from that previous post i met that guy yea... we do all those things and its like... hmm seems thats all he wanted NICE! too many gay people out for one thing and it drives me mad...and this tuesday i went out to meet someone who i thought i could be friends with i like meet him and hes a total bitch... i mean like totally BLAH! then after a while he takes me to this field..and is like all over me...and im like ok then...but i went along with it... ._. wish i didnt omg he had the smallest dick...LOL! he was like ...fooling with me... then he was like there...waiting for me to do something i was in shock at how small it was... LOL! anyway kinda do the hand thing...with the two fingers LOL! omg i dont ever wanna see him again -_- I think i should just go through a whore stage until i find someone i really like and just have fun on my own till i find someone i feel i could actually have a relationship with all the men ive been with have been soo...into me but only for sex and its just like i do, do other things to ._. .. surprising i know lol. Anyway i just need to make some gay mates...which seems impossible for some reason...they are either totally bitchy .. i know im bitchy but... trust me there are worse bitches than me and i dont do that...or they just end up pretending to be friends then come onto me...and im just like MEH!!!!!! i wanna go out and party but i cant when im stuck on my fucking own ._. well i can but i dont wanna experience that again really being hit on by old men...with kids ... who want me in the bushes... GROSS!
I soo dont believe there any gay men out for love ... i have lost all my faith in love... and today in my english class i was like arguing with my teacher over love and she MADE ME SOO MAD! i was like how can that be true love if the person doesnt have mutual feelings and she twisted it to say " oh dont to be stupid of course he can love her even if she doesnt love him back" and i was like " I DIDNT SAY THAT! i meant its not TRUE love cus she doesnt love him back... u cant call that true love thats obsessive and u cant have true love without both partners having the same feelings" then she was just like "..." YEA SHUT UR MOUTH BITCH XD! lol she really pisses me off she thinks im totally dumb and she has her favourties in our class and she basically ignores the whole classes opinions apart from her special few .... and any other opinions she just negates with her " u need to articulate ur ideas more clearly, what ur saying is wrong" AND ITS LIKE NO ITS NOT! get off ur high horse and except other views.. i liked her at first but now she pisses me off sooo much and im liking my history teacher a bit more ^^! the evil one i hated to hell hes got better...kinda..but my other one god she annoys the hell out of me we never do anything in our lessons shes too busy flirting with this one boy ... hes soo full of himself..sometimes hes cool but then its just like shut up...anyway they always end up talking about rude shit like "whats green and smells of pork" "kermits middle fingers" and everyone was laughing...then she goes to the whole class shhh ur making phil blush .... i was like ... "Die" .. lol
OH im making a new friend as we speak ^^! go me ! well anyway i just discovered a whole site with many HQ koda kumi pics THANKS MUCHLY TO RINNY! and im pleased with that probably go on a graphic making frenzy now...yea i think the banner needs changing cus it looks crap XD! i will go for a new layout soon ...well when i can be bothered cus this one...well is pretty crap to be honest lol oh well ive blabbed on long enough ill update soon I PROMISE ^^! lol
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OHH! SORRY ABOUT NOT UPDATING PEOPLE! IM LAZY :P!
anyway SOO MUCH HAPPENED OHHH! YES I FINALLY GOT A LIFE XD! well anyway i decided to put myself on the market again after i got soo desperate for sex O_o XD! well anyway it totally paid off and yesterday !!!!!! i met the cutest GUY EVER! AND HES SOOO HOT AND SOOOOOOOOOOOO LUSH AND SOOOOO FUNNY! anyway it wasnt just me looking at some random person in the street we had arranged to meet and soo i got all nervous and stuff before and like totally avoided going until i was like ok ive gotta go and meet him :P and soo i went up the starbucks stairs and there he was sat in a chair looking sooo hot and there i went over and acted like a total fool ._. like i didnt say anything i was like hi.... and was totally just looking at him loads XD anyway we went to the park next and well i eventually gotta outta my shyness and spoke :p hes sooo mmmm anyway we talked for a bit was nice then we went to the cinema and watched the ring 2 (soo much fucking better than the ring 2 japanese version) anyway he like grabbed my hand when i got jumpy i was like (im liking this) then he started stroking it i was like *drool* then i was stroking him then he kinda went to my crotch area *drools even more* yea..dont need to go into detail there. Then the film finished i went back to his car and we drove for a bit then he stopped randomly and asked me if he can kiss me AWWWWWW SOOOO CUTE i was like ok...(was thinking OMFG YES) and we kissed...over and over again...then something else happened but i dont wanna say XD! and yes...that was the end of the best day ever well for me anyway the rest of the day doesnt matter *IS HIGH ON LUUUUUUUUUVVVVVVVV*
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